Thursday, May 30, 2013


well hello there. again I do think that I do best in writing, so this is why I'm back. dearie lappy was not in a good condition for the pass one month and so makes me a little crazeeeeh since I have so much to write up for my 2 months holidays. but when it's back to business, well, penyakit M saya pun mula lah membiak kembali dalam setiap urat dalam badan ni sampai hilang terus feel nak bebel pape. lame. I know. blerggh

so, today it's the 30th of May. and wow, how time flies!! which means we are getting closer to Ramadhan and Syawal. gahh. one thing for sure, both of this sacred months will never be the same again. there wouldn't be atok's rendang ayam for hari mantai (which is the Ramadhan and Syawal's eve. the Negeri Sembilan's people named it as hari mantai) and ummi's kuah kacang (nuts gravy) for hari raya. maigadd! been 19 years that I had those dishes for my raya treats and all of the sudden, I wouldn't get to eat it anymore after this.

now and then, I tend to get jealous whenever I see my friends updating about their grandparents. kinda of envy too. tried not to be such a baby about that, but losing ummi and atok in such a time is not a good thing for me. it's kinda unfair to lose them both when I haven't achieved anything to make them proud of me. mama for example, her grandmother whom I addressed as nyang lived till she was 90 years old while mama was 49. 49! mama got to give her grandmother to see her with 3 kids. and me? sigh.

but whatever it is, I know ALLAH SWT has better plans for both atok and ummi and all that I can do is that to always pray for them. ~Al-Fatihah~

and so. speaking about raya, well this year we've decided to pick Mint Green as our theme color. main reason why we chose this color because Aunty N is getting married in September and it's her theme color. so to actually save up some cost because we are going somewhere for a short trip in middle of september, mama asked to just make that color as our theme color too. whatever you said, mam...

courtesy of google

so this is the color that I should be looking for. and this year jugak iolls nak try beli baju dah siap. oh no. I am not talking about custom made kurungs but those which are sold at boutiques. takpelah mahal sikit as long iolls tak payah nak memeningkan kepala nak fikir nak jahit kat mana because my tailor yang sekarang ni dah macam tak reti nak menjahit langsung. eee...bengkak pulak hati kita ni tau!

I've tried checking out online boutiques but oh maiii. can't they be more expensive? RM550 for a thai silk kurung which I can get it at Jalan TAR for just...what? RM35?pfft. baru ingat nak grab the ones Jovian Mandagie and Rizalman selling now at Zalora. but still of course there wouldn't be my choice of color. this is the hardest part when it comes on buying ready made kurungs *double sigh*

so I guess I just have to go to the hot spots like Shah Alam or Jalan TAR to get the kurung. gahhhh! killing me to actually walk from one shop to another.haisyo. means that I have to block two days which means my weekend to go around. pray for me please? thank you!


p/s: juling mata iolls tengok color yang menariks. thinking to pick the colors now for my 5 years plan. *pukes*

dream wardrobe

literally every normal girl would dream of having their very own wardrobe. and guess what? I am not excluded from the list! *lame, I know. just bear with it*

I've never thought that I would be saying this, but I might be getting a husband *coughs* that can provide me the wardrobe of my dream. maybe when he was about to become my husband or better still, le boyfriend, I'll just shoot him with..."hey! so do you think you can get me my very own wardrobe when we get married later?" LOL. if he says yes, oh wow! what a guy I'm getting married to! he must have really loves me, don't you think so?

as a husband, it is their duty to make their wife to be happy sooooo, if he plans to make me happy and so that he don't have to spend his nights outside of our room, I recommendly advising whoever he is to take note of what I want for my wardrobe. *coughs again*

wardrobe checklist:

    • separate wardrobe for us both. err...I know that we are husband and wife but are you sure you wanna share it with me? because I can feel that you would also have your very own clothes or shoes and God knows how many could it be! and to chuck it all in one place just wouldn't be a good idea.
    • big mirror. a very big one. 
    • the wardrobe is going to be in our room. when I say our room, it means in our freakin room. not somewhere outside. and yeah, I don't mind if we have small space for us as long as I get to have my wardrobe in our room.

    think you are bold enough to fulfill this checklist? then just sign up and you'll get the chance to date me!

    till then maybe you, my future husband can just get hints on how MY wardrobe should be with the help of these pictures. enjoy browsing!

    courtesy of google


    p/s: I swear to God if someone actually takes this seriously, I would buy him just whatever he wants. *pinky promise*

    back to school

    lol. how I wish that for real I am going back to school. but obviously school is not where I'm heading to in 2 weeks time. sad me. *crying a river*

    2 weeks left for the new semester. and hello peeps, I am a fourth semester student of UiTM, the Mass Comm Faculty of course!

    so for this semester, yes. gonna be an NR again. more experience to be gained. new people to mix with and new environment to go through Ramadhan. been waiting for this semester too actually. will be having interesting subjects and man! I can't wait for our photo subject. *ish. eager much*

    so just wish me luck guys and yes. I do need all strength to go through this semester.


    p/s: lets just see who'll be my new circle of friends for this semester, shall we? *winks*