Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Takdir Cinta

ku tutup mataku
dari semua pandanganku
bila melihat matamu
kuyakin ada cinta ketulusan hati

yang mengalir lembut
pengusa alam
tolonglah pegangi aku
biar ku tak jatuh

pada sumur dosa yang terkutuk
dan menyesatkan cintaku
andaikan ku bisa
lebih adil pada cinta kau dan dia

aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
ku tak luput dari dosa
biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
takdir cinta harus begini

ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau
oh tuhan tuntunlah hatiku

xoxo
=)

Menyesal

Semula Ku Tak Yakin
Kau Lakukan Ini Padaku
Meski Dihati Merasa
Kau Berubah Saat Kau Mengenal Dia

Reff:*


Bila Cinta Tak Lagi Untukku
Bila Hati Tak Lagi Padaku
Mengapa Harus Dia Yang Merebut Dirimu

**


Bila Aku Tak Baik Untukmu
Dan Bila Dia Bahagia Dirimu
Aku Kan Pergi Meski Hati Tak Akan Rela

Terkadang Ku Menyesal
Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu

Back To Reff:* Dan **

Back To Reff:* Dan **

Terkadang Ku Menyesal
Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu


xoxo

=)

Monday, November 22, 2010

Finally

in less than 24 hours...about 700,000 (round figures) form 5 students from whole Malaysia are to sit the huge exam in our life. the moment that we've been waiting for since the past 4 years. this exam will actually embarks that we are no longer a school's student but instead...will move on to another phase in life. huargggh! kalaulah mengikut hati ini...memang nak SPM tu habis cepat. tapi...kalau habis cepat maknanya...kenelah lagi cepat nak ambik paper.! alala

papepun...saya dah bersedia! nak kata 100% tu taklah. tapi around 75% prepared la. tinggal nak brush up sikit-sikit jea lagi. tapi rasanya InsyaALLAH...saya boleh!ngee

for mama..this I promise that I'll do well in SPM for you. I will try my very best to not disappoint you when my results were told in March 2011. I really want my results to make you smile or cry because of good bombastic result for like what I've did in my PMR.

for my family...this is for everyone who always support me thru highs and lows. umi, atok, abang, adik, mama awar, mama angah, bam, and papa.

GML tersayang dan terhebat. saya bukan saya kalau anda tiada. sama-sama gelak, menangis, jerit-jerit, cerita yang bukan-bukan. all the memories tu still kuat kat dalam kepala saya. sangat sangat sayang korang. sesungguhnya ALLAH tahu kalau anda semua adalah sahabat saya yang paling hebat dalam hidup saya kerana itu ALLAH sentiasa melindungi kita semua. hopefully...all 6 of us will strive the best in SPM.! sayang korang sangat!
rasyiqah batrisya, athira azmi, nurul amira, aini ashikin, shaza zafree, marsya radzi
xoxo
=)

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Songs

kalau dibelek-belek blog saya ini...barulah saya sedar...agak banyak juga entry saya pasal lirik-lirik lagu.ahaha. well...I am crazy about songs.! when I listen to them...macam ada something kat atas bahu saya nie yang terbang pergi entah ke mana.

macam lately ni...saya asyik dengar lagu spend my life with you. sangat sweet lagu tu!haha. kalau nak tahu lyrics dia...ada kat entry spend my life with you. kalau baca betul-betul...haih! boleh cair ouh!haha

xoxo
=)

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Kalau Cinta

Di lubuk hatiku
Adalah kamu
Sebagai ratu


Seluruh Jiwaku
Hanya dirimu
Yang aku mahu


T’lah ku percayakan
Hati ini padamu
Maka kita tak saling risau


Kalau cinta jangan kacau
Kalau sayang tak perlu marah
Kalau ikhlas tak minta berbalas
Serahkan cintamu
Pada yang punya cinta

Di lubuk hatiku
Adalah kamu
Yang aku perlu


Seluruh Jiwaku
Hanya dirimu
Yang aku mahu


xoxo
=)

Spend My Life With You

I never knew such a day could come
And I never knew such a love
Could be inside of one

And I never knew what my life was for
But now that you're here I know for sure

I never knew till I looked in your eyes
I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life
And I never knew that my heart could feel
So precious and pure
One love so real

Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you

Now baby the days and the weeks
And the years will roll by
But nothing will change the love inside
Of you and I

And baby I'll never find any words
That could explain
Just how much my heart my life
My soul you've changed

Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
I'm your woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you

No touch has ever felt so wonderful
(You are incredible)
And a deeper love I've never known
(I'll never let you go)
I swear this love is true
(Now and forever to you)
(only for you)
To you
Can I just see you every morning when

I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you
Can you run to these open arms

When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
You're my woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you

Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just spend my life with you
(Forever here with you)
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just see you every morning when I
Open my eyes


xoxo
=)

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

what mind says...

ingat tak lagu yang hancurnya hatiku? the one I've posted here few weeks ago? huhu. yup! di saat dan ketika ini, memang lagu tu menghantui saya wherever I go, whatever I do. lagu tu saya dengar dalam cerita Cinta Kirana yang sekarang ni sedang ditayangkan di Asro RIA.

masa mula-mula dengar lagu tu...saya terfikirkan si dia lagi. haih...ntahlah. susah betul nak erase dia from my mind. it's like...dia dah menempel kat dinding-dinding otak saya nie. kalau nak suruh dia blah, tak boleh nak guna apa-apa yang lain as bleacher. the only thing to make him gone is to have another one guy, untuk jadi replacer muka dia, menempel kat otak saya ini.

to you, on this very day. if you happen to read this, I just want you to know that, no matter how hard or how suffering I am to let you go, I'm still trying to accept that we can never go beyond this relation called friendship. cause, for all I know, you've already have that someone that you love. I just don't know how far your relation with her been going on, but I do know, she's a very lucky girl cause she was chosen by you. please do take care of her though I don't know who she is.

xoxo
=)

p/s: sape nak tolong saya lupakan dia?