Add Maths.!

well okay. here it is. the beginning of the hell papers. add maths will be the lucky one to kick off my week. I've just finish revising my add maths papers and walla.! I managed to answer more question than before. remembered during form 4..I've got 0% for add maths! crazy right? but now..I'm starting to love it. though the moment for add maths is less than 12 hours but I pretty much have faith in me. chaiyokk marsya!

p/s: feeling sick with the presence of SS.

xoxo

=)

Semusim

semuanya tlah terjadi
cintaku telah pergi
dan kini kusendiri
tanpa dirimu lagi

tak mudah menepis cerita indah

Reff:
semusim tlah kulalui
tlah kulewati
tanpa dirimu
tetapi bayang wajahmu
masih tersimpan dihati

tak pernah kubayangkan
kau putuskan cintaku.
ku coba tuk lupakan
semua tentang dirimu

tak mudah bagiku melupakan mu

xoxo

=)

First Love

The magic of the first love is the ignorance that can never ends.

Every man is throughly happy with his life just after he mets his first love, and just after he left his once.

If we reason, we would understood. If we imagine, we would that the airy chirldren of our brain were born ane within others. If we feel, we would that another nerves should vibrate to our own, that the beam of their eyes should kindle at once and mix and melt into our own. Lips are motienless so that's why I will always kiss you.

I love all the stars in the skies, but there are nothing compared tha once in your eyes.

I'm going to write on the bricks 'I MISS YOU' and I wish that one falls on your head so tahat's you know how it hurts when you miss someone special like you.

Life ends when you're dreaming, hopes end when you stop believing and love ends when you stop caring. So dream,care and love... make lifes beautiful...

Time will always fly. Our loves will never die. Remember me.. ALWAYS.

xoxo

=)

You and Me

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

xoxo

=)

Tegar

Tergoda aku 'tuk berfikir
Dia yang tercinta
Mengapa t'lah lama tak nampak
Dirimu disini
Jangankan ingin ku tersenyum
Tak ada gairah
Kuingin s'lalu bersamamu

Kini ku resah...
Diriku lemah tanpamu
Oh... oh...

Gapai semua jemariku
Rangkul aku dalam bahagiamu
Kuingin bersama berdua selamanya
Jika kubuka mata ini
Kuingin s'lalu ada dirimu
Dalam kelemahan hati ini
Bersamamu... Aku tegar...

Aku tegar

xoxo

=)

Takdir Cinta

ku tutup mataku
dari semua pandanganku
bila melihat matamu
kuyakin ada cinta ketulusan hati

yang mengalir lembut
pengusa alam
tolonglah pegangi aku
biar ku tak jatuh

pada sumur dosa yang terkutuk
dan menyesatkan cintaku
andaikan ku bisa
lebih adil pada cinta kau dan dia

aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
ku tak luput dari dosa
biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
takdir cinta harus begini

ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau
oh tuhan tuntunlah hatiku

xoxo

=)

Menyesal

Semula Ku Tak Yakin
Kau Lakukan Ini Padaku
Meski Dihati Merasa
Kau Berubah Saat Kau Mengenal Dia

Reff:*

Bila Cinta Tak Lagi Untukku
Bila Hati Tak Lagi Padaku
Mengapa Harus Dia Yang Merebut Dirimu

**

Bila Aku Tak Baik Untukmu
Dan Bila Dia Bahagia Dirimu
Aku Kan Pergi Meski Hati Tak Akan Rela

Terkadang Ku Menyesal
Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu

Back To Reff:* Dan **

Back To Reff:* Dan **

Terkadang Ku Menyesal
Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu

xoxo

=)

Finally

in less than 24 hours...about 700,000 (round figures) form 5 students from whole Malaysia are to sit the huge exam in our life. the moment that we've been waiting for since the past 4 years. this exam will actually embarks that we are no longer a school's student but instead...will move on to another phase in life. huargggh! kalaulah mengikut hati ini...memang nak SPM tu habis cepat. tapi...kalau habis cepat maknanya...kenelah lagi cepat nak ambik paper.! alala

papepun...saya dah bersedia! nak kata 100% tu taklah. tapi around 75% prepared la. tinggal nak brush up sikit-sikit jea lagi. tapi rasanya InsyaALLAH...saya boleh!ngee

for mama..this I promise that I'll do well in SPM for you. I will try my very best to not disappoint you when my results were told in March 2011. I really want my results to make you smile or cry because of good bombastic result for like what I've did in my PMR.

for my family...this is for everyone who always support me thru highs and lows. umi, atok, abang, adik, mama awar, mama angah, bam, and papa.

GML tersayang dan terhebat. saya bukan saya kalau anda tiada. sama-sama gelak, menangis, jerit-jerit, cerita yang bukan-bukan. all the memories tu still kuat kat dalam kepala saya. sangat sangat sayang korang. sesungguhnya ALLAH tahu kalau anda semua adalah sahabat saya yang paling hebat dalam hidup saya kerana itu ALLAH sentiasa melindungi kita semua. hopefully...all 6 of us will strive the best in SPM.! sayang korang sangat!

rasyiqah batrisya, athira azmi, nurul amira, aini ashikin, shaza zafree, marsya radzi

xoxo

=)

Songs

kalau dibelek-belek blog saya ini...barulah saya sedar...agak banyak juga entry saya pasal lirik-lirik lagu.ahaha. well...I am crazy about songs.! when I listen to them...macam ada something kat atas bahu saya nie yang terbang pergi entah ke mana.

macam lately ni...saya asyik dengar lagu spend my life with you. sangat sweet lagu tu!haha. kalau nak tahu lyrics dia...ada kat entry spend my life with you. kalau baca betul-betul...haih! boleh cair ouh!haha

xoxo

=)

Kalau Cinta

Di lubuk hatiku
Adalah kamu
Sebagai ratu

Seluruh Jiwaku
Hanya dirimu
Yang aku mahu

T’lah ku percayakan
Hati ini padamu
Maka kita tak saling risau

Kalau cinta jangan kacau
Kalau sayang tak perlu marah
Kalau ikhlas tak minta berbalas
Serahkan cintamu
Pada yang punya cinta

Di lubuk hatiku
Adalah kamu
Yang aku perlu

Seluruh Jiwaku
Hanya dirimu
Yang aku mahu

xoxo

=)

Spend My Life With You

I never knew such a day could come
And I never knew such a love
Could be inside of one

And I never knew what my life was for
But now that you're here I know for sure

I never knew till I looked in your eyes
I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life
And I never knew that my heart could feel
So precious and pure
One love so real

Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you

Now baby the days and the weeks
And the years will roll by
But nothing will change the love inside
Of you and I

And baby I'll never find any words
That could explain
Just how much my heart my life
My soul you've changed

Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
I'm your woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you

No touch has ever felt so wonderful
(You are incredible)
And a deeper love I've never known
(I'll never let you go)
I swear this love is true
(Now and forever to you)
(only for you)
To you
Can I just see you every morning when

I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you
Can you run to these open arms

When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
You're my woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you

Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just spend my life with you
(Forever here with you)
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just see you every morning when I
Open my eyes

xoxo

=)

what mind says...

ingat tak lagu yang hancurnya hatiku? the one I've posted here few weeks ago? huhu. yup! di saat dan ketika ini, memang lagu tu menghantui saya wherever I go, whatever I do. lagu tu saya dengar dalam cerita Cinta Kirana yang sekarang ni sedang ditayangkan di Asro RIA.

masa mula-mula dengar lagu tu...saya terfikirkan si dia lagi. haih...ntahlah. susah betul nak erase dia from my mind. it's like...dia dah menempel kat dinding-dinding otak saya nie. kalau nak suruh dia blah, tak boleh nak guna apa-apa yang lain as bleacher. the only thing to make him gone is to have another one guy, untuk jadi replacer muka dia, menempel kat otak saya ini.

to you, on this very day. if you happen to read this, I just want you to know that, no matter how hard or how suffering I am to let you go, I'm still trying to accept that we can never go beyond this relation called friendship. cause, for all I know, you've already have that someone that you love. I just don't know how far your relation with her been going on, but I do know, she's a very lucky girl cause she was chosen by you. please do take care of her though I don't know who she is.

xoxo

=)

p/s: sape nak tolong saya lupakan dia?

Aku Mau

Mengenangmu

Tak ‘kan pernah habis, air mataku,
bila ku ingat tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu,
mengapa sampai, saat ini, ku masih sendiri

Adakah disana, kau rindu padaku,
meski kita, kini ada di du-nia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin~ waktu berputar,
‘kan ku tunggu, dirimu

Biarlah ku simpan,
sampai nanti aku,
‘kan ada di sana,
tenanglah dirimu,
dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku,
kau tak terlihat lagi,
namun cintamu, abadi

xoxo, =)

closer and nearer

closer and nearer? apa tu? haha...yea.! setelah ditilik dan dibelek, rupa-rupanya tarikh untuk saya menduduki the killer exam dah dekat. GILA! fuhhh...! degup jantung semakin melaju sekarang ni bila sedar yang tak banyak mana pun yang dah saya study. cukup banyak untuk tidak mencapai standard A yang telah saya tetapkan. haih Marsya...WAKE UP! days to dream was way OVER already.! it's time to be REAL! SPM is just 22 days away.!

setakat nie...subjek teras dah dicoverlah sedikit sebanyak tapi masih memerlukan improvise untuk memantapkan lagi. tapi yang sangat meresahkan saya dan yang akan meleburkan saya...pastinya subjek-subjek sains. hadoihh.! rasa-rasanya lah...add maths tu dah mula memberikan kerjasama pada saya sebabnya markah masa trial hari tu bolehlah tahan. tapi yang lain tu. especially chemistry and physics. tak rereti nak bagi kerjasama yang padu untuk saya. sedihnya.! but somehow and anyhow...saya still kena work hard untuk mengumpul semua dan memadatkan kepala otak saya dengan semua input-input dari subjek-subjek yang ketegaq nie.

memandangkan sudah agak lama saya tidak update di sini...there were many things that happened on previous days. it was my graduation a.k.a the Malam Sejambak Kasih night on the 24th which was held in Klana Resort Seremban. had a great spectacular time that night with all friends and even the teachers.! they were all such sporting figures that night which anyone would never thought they all would be one. especially the HEM and few other teachers. but whatever...it was totally AWESOME but I'm so sorry that I can't share the pictures here coz...malam tu saya sendiri tak bawak camera. so bergantung haraplah dengan kawan-kawan punya camera. kalau nak tengok pictures saya...log in la my facebook. macam-macam ada.!

by the way...sudah hampir menyudahkan apa yang sudah dimulakan sebelum raya hari tu. hopefully nanti after SPM dah boleh hantar kepada sesiapa yang berminat. bolehlah nak buat duit sikit. hehe.

xoxo

=)

p/s: dia sangat difikirkan. haih. tak suka. confuse. marah. geram. dan semua perasaan yang berkaitan dengannya.