re-connected..=)

well..well..well..it was a spectacular last weekend. I seriously think that after living for about 17 years, the last weekend was one of my bestest weekend ever.! haha.. wanna know why?

obviously..he and I chatted again.! and this time it was the whole 4 days including today.haha. we are seriously the "teman tapi mesra" type right now..haha..after all-the-so-called-hard-works..we are re-connected again..

and something that I've just know about him is that his a BLUES.! haisyo..and too bad..he do watches football..waaaa....I can start imagining when I started dating him..my lepak place would be anywhere that will have the big screens..haha

AHAA..saya rasa kita dah boleh do something about our teman tapi mesra relationship..maybe..take it to the next stage?haha..

L-U-C-K-Y me if that does happened..haha

xoxo

=)

silent night..

well seriously, I'll ended up failing my exam.! obviously..I didn't study at all during this holidays. holidays for me are HOLIDAYS.! not the day for me to sit and study. but I'm forgetting something already.

SPM! it's 7 months from now and I'm still taking my very own sweet little time in doing everything. and I feel that SPM is just another simple paper that I've been taking since I was 7. I mean it shouldn't be that way right? by now I should be prepared..well at least..prepared for my first exam on this march. haih.

di kala malam yang semakin pekat dan sunyi, saya duduk menghadap laptop. mencurahkan isi hati saya. adoi.! bapak jiwang weyh.!haha

setelah difikirkan semula, actually Idzham tu dah ok. kenapa ek, saya tak boleh menerima dia kembali? nak kata dia akan menjadi seorang doktor, tak jugak sebab enche AHAA pun nak jadi doktor gak. nak kata dia tak hensem, takkan lah dia jadi boyfie saya dulu. haih..pening kepala acik nyah.!

kalau macam nie punya susahlah, saya rasa, biarlah saya menyimpan jea perasaan saya ini sampai saya rasa saya dah jumpa orang yang betul-betul berkelayakan. hopefully, adalah. janganlah tak de pulak. merana pulak saya nanti.!

xoxo
=)

Kayangan

Bukan aku tak cinta padamu
Bukan aku tak sayang padamu
Tapi harus ku berdiam diri
Kerna itu yang terbaik

Telah ku tunjuk kepadamu (tunjukkanlah..oh oh)
Telah ku katakan pada hatiku (katakan padaku)
Tapi tak pernah ku nyatakanya (nyatakan hasratmu)
Kepadamu sejujurnya (yang dikau cinta padaku)

Bukan niat untuk mengecewakan mu kasih
Tapi kau tahu
Cinta sukar bersama
Kerana diriku
Tidak dapat lafazkan kata-kata cinta

Kita hanya bertentang mata
Hati pun mula bicara cinta
Cintamu dan cintaku
Tak ada hujungnya
Tuhan saja yang akan akhirkan cerita

Akhirkan cerita cinta
Cerita cinta kayangan
Ikut saja kata hati
Mungkin cinta kan bersemi
Antara engkau

Bukan aku tak cinta padamu
Bukan aku tak sayang padamu
Ikut saja kata hati
Mungkin cinta kan bersemi
Antara engkau dan aku

Cinta kayangan kita
Cinta kau dan aku

Menanti Pasti

Kegelapan malam ini menyesakkan jiwa
tanpa bintang untuk aku mimpikan mimpimu
aku… merindu indah bulan
menyuluh kelam malam
mengharap bintang akan bersinar

kesepian hati ini mengundang derita
penantian satu seksa bila tanpa balas
aku… menanti kata hati
darimu satu pasti
mengharap mimpi akan hakiki

Cinta
bisikkanlah asmaraku
padanya gelora di kalbu
hembusan nafas ini hanyalah kepadanya
mencintai setulus hati

Cinta
bukakanlah asmaranya
padaku setia menunggu
antara kau dan aku ada persamaan
untuk cinta bersemi nanti

andai ada di hatimu….
ruang cinta itu
kan ku simpan anugerah
ke akhir hayatku

CNY and Valentines.

wishing my friends a very happy chinese new year. may u will have more and more prosperity and luck in the year of tiger.!

as for Valentines..aha! sadly, I'm alone again this year. didn't manage to get a date for this year. sad.! but it's ok I guess, as I'll try harder next year. *wink wink*

lokasi terkini saya adalah di Bandar Kinrara. hm..bertujuan untuk menghantar bonda saudara dan nenda saya ke airport esok untuk ke Mekah, menunaikan umrah. sudah meminta untuk mendoakan kejayaan saya dalam SPM nanti. 9A +. INSYALLAH.!

Ingat nak suruh jugak mendoakan supaya saya boleh mendapatkan enche AHAA. tapi takpelah. belum masanya lagikan..haha

xoxo
=)

valentine's quotes

"Love is not love that alters when it alteration finds."

-Shakespeare

"If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand."
-Unknown

"You don't marry someone you can live with - you marry the person who you cannot live without."
-Unknown

"Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction."
-Saint-Exupery

"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous."
-Ingrid Bergman

"I never knew how to worship until I knew how to love."
-Henry Ward Beecher

"True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen."
-La Rochefoucauld

"Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."
-St. Augustine

"To love another person is to see the face of God."
-Les Miserables

"Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and the delight in the recognition."
-Alexander Smith

"Sympathy constitutes friendship; but in love there is a sort of antipathy, or opposing passion. Each strives to be the other, and both together make up one whole."
-Samuel Taylor Coleridge

"The richest love is that which submits to the arbitration of time."
-Lawrence Durrell

“Very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love."
-Stendhal

"There is no remedy for love but to love more."
-Thoreau

"Love cures people - both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it."
-Dr. Karl Menninger

"To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best."
-William M. Thackeray

"If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with..."
-Unknown

"True love never dies for it is lust that fades away. Love bonds for a lifetime but lust just pushes away."
-Alicia Barnhart

"Who says love never lives? Maybe we've never lived."
-Unknown


"If love is great, and there are no greater things, then what I feel for you must be the greatest."
-Unknown

"The Eskimos have 52 words for snow because it is so special to them; there ought to be as many for love!"
-Margaret Atwood

"Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart."
-Unknown

"Within you, I lose myself. Without you, I find myself wanting to be lost again."
-Unknown

satisfaction.!

very satissfied with my new blog look..haha. lovely. not too crowded and reflects me who doesn't like crowded stuffs. well..it looks ok to me. for now, wouldn't know later on.

yeayyy! hols started for a week.! btw, I had a day earlier coz I didn't go to school on Friday. wanna know why? coz I didn't finish much works and I've got to handed in. haha. so yeah! I skipped school. so does tira. but mira went coz she didn't come on thursday. which means I had one extra day than everyone.haha

and so, i've got the latest updates on my uncle's wedding. evrything is changing and I've lost track. like..oh come on! nearly everything is changing and no one inform us. the wedding is less than a month and everything to me seems so mess up.! the bride side was actually planned to do the wedding on 2 days and so we agreed. but then they changed it to one day. which means, after akad nikah would be the reception at the hall. and from the latest updates, they changed it back to 2 days plan. I was like.. WTH?! it means that we have to find one extra clothes. haisyh.! such a nuisancelah.

xoxo
=)

never ending..

well..seminggu sudah berlalu untuk sukan tara dan akhirnya, kami mengetahui resultnya pada hari ini. tempat ke 4, tun teja, ke 3, TUN FATIMAH, ke 2, dang anum and the first *yang memang tak disangka-sangka*, MAHSURI! haha.! memang unpredictable.! potong dang anum dengan satu poin aje..haha

but yeah! februari sudah menjelma kini and guess what?! minggu yang paling sibuk juga sudah muncul! memandangkan pengetua terchenta nak mengecheck buku-buku kami, jadi terpaksalah kami bertungkus-lumus menyiapkan kerja-kerja yang terbengkalai sejak Januari lagi. haa ngkau! punyalah melambak sampai tercungaplah nafas saya dan kawan-kawan untuk menyiapkannya! but in a way, macam-padanlah-muka-saya sebab melengah-lengahkan kerjakan..huhu

semalam..after tuisyen add maths, temanlah mira pergi beli kasut dia kat term. adoi! tercabar keimanan saya bila masuk term tu! budak-budak SASER dengan STJ keluar outing! adoi! haha. memang saya dengan tira mencucilah mata kami dengan memandang budak-budak baju maroon dengan dark blue uh. semuanya hensem-hensem belaka! haha

semalam juga, kami bertiga telah pergi merelease tension kami. muahaha.! kami pergi karaoke! best ouh! masing-masing memang tarik habislah sebab nak merelease tensionkan..tapi lagu mahligai dari air matamu dengan mengapa memang tangkap dalamlah! sampai rumah pun asyik teringat aje kat 2 lagu tu. haha. well at least, kami sudah pun melepaskan segalanya bertiga. saya sayang kamoo berdua! muahhhhhhhhh!

dan tanpa disangka, hari sabtu hari tu, saya telah bermimpikan dia! sampai menangislah saya bila bangun pagi semalam. makin lama, saya rasakan, saya memang sudah membiarkan diri saya dibodohkanlah. nak move on but however, he'll..somehow will appear back in my mind and I wonder why is it hard to let him go while all of us know that he doesn't feel anything towards me.

xoxo
=)